new song in my head

I wanna live with all this pain
That burning hard my weakness chest
I wanna feel not only wind
That stroking gently all my skin
I wanna close my eyes, stay blind
And stop to be so good and nice
I want to have my own dream
To love, to scream, to feel

That’s not enough for me and u
I’m tired so much to pretend
That I believe in smth good
Instead I’m willing to be dead

This time I won't forgive u all
That u have not done, haven't said
My lips are speechless but my eyes
Can tell u everything I felt...
I'll take the colours from the rainbow
And my new world will shine again
There is no place for any doubt
I made my choice, I found the way.

That’s not enough for me and u
I’m tired so much to pretend
That I believe in smth good
Instead I’m willing to be dead